For the first time in a long time fear has grabbed me by my forelocks
I who give hopes to all…today i feel shattered
shaken by the ugly blow that hit my guts
I dnt feel strong..I want to break into a million pieces … I am tired… I am afraid.
no i wont kill myself but I accept that i feel frightened…
The mask behind which i hid my pain is slowly wearing out….
am tired of lying to myself… to those around me abt my situation
.
hell no i am not.fine .
I am breaking in installments…
all alone i stand in this war zone within me
seeking relief but I dunno where to go.
Simaya
Unrefined Poetry 