I don’t know what I am going through..it is like a cross connection between confusion and silence…both seemed to have attacked me at once.. at the same time I am fighting the fear of loosing my stability. I do believe in God …He is always there and I have never Questioned His Mercy or Grace for that matter. The biggest problem is on my side… I have become so quiet that the silence is deafening for me. Those around me don’t spare a single moment to drive me crazy. I So badly want to flip..scream and break everything but an unknown force seems to be holding me back …. I am so numb …and reaching out to humans is like a bad joke …. sometimes I also feel like my body and my being have divorced… I am exhausted but I cant stop moving..I love sollitude but I always seem to end up in the crowd that is in my head. I know its passing phase but honestly I am so tired and at this very time…I have no one to talk to ..not even myself… I stand in the middle of no where staring at nothing experiencing the Confused Silence.
Confused Silence…
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