Yes I wanted and I!got it..though it wasn’t as perfect but for that moment it was worth it…..
at least the need was quenched but it aint something to repeat
..for the flavor in it was Dim…It was like eating for the sake of staying alive….
Dull meal just to push!the day..but appreciated because it played the role correct.
But i await the right meal ….at the right time …I believe it shall be.
For now though i got no choice no voice for I eat to survive…..
Simaya
Cold hearted……
At one point she was the most naive of all
loving caring picking others from every downfall…
Then one day the very people she had once picked..pushed her to the ground..crushed her dignity ..
destroyed her mentally leaving her soul torn beyond repair…
they knew she would never be able to get back to feet..
unfortunately how wrong they were
for even if it took time..she stood up against all odds…shocking the world
this time bolder….more beautiful but super cold at heart
All tears dried…naivety died… kindness from within her had parted
leaving her bitchy and cold Hearted.
Simaya.
My Reception My choices
Well I thank my nature of origin
I thank the storms i passed through
I thank every bad that hit me hard and left me with unhealed scars..
I can see thru the lies spoken…I can see through the pretence expressed…those sugar coated words are nothing but plastic and fake.
Don’t talk about love with lips that lie
dnt talk of commitment …You make me cry….
If i cant be a priority then let me be on my own..I dont wana be a choice that one day will be gone
I will decide who stays who goes
my choice matters when i make friends and recognize my foes.
The choice is mine the reception is mine
You are just a guest…. but i decide if u dine.
Simaya.
For Once just simply hold my hand,
tell me..no worries my friend,
All this that is hitting you hard,
shall soon come to an end.
Storms will always come and go,
all you gotta do is flow,
along with the times be it high or low..
An Embrace that is full of love,
can bring ease on days when things get rough…
If you promise like always to stand by my side,
I can withstand any challenges in this world so wide….
forgetting the nights when alone i cried over those days when my own had lied…
My feelings had died…but i survived simply because you promised to stand by my side.
Simaya
Where do I seek refuge from the desires of my heart..they seem to awaken bit by bit….day by day…. I fear loosing my sanity…I fear loosing my vanity..but the question is..do I really care..oh yeah i wanna dare..just be myself fearlessly …care free. I want to play with the winds that blow the locks of my hair..here and there…. I wanna walk barefoot on the grass ..I want to lie under the open sky and watch the clouds passby… In the night I want a hand to hold …I wanna be told… its okay to be….Just Me.
Simaya
There is endless pleasure when your mind harmonizes with the surroundings fearlessly. All you feel is the winds blowing past your face, the sound of cars and buses become music to the ears and every passerby feels like they are part of you in one way or.the other…. well this is just a start. There is so much to life than just daily routine…there is magic everywhere..you just need to have the ability to tap into it.
The gentle touch of pure magic made my veins dance with joy.. no part of me remained unmoved by the gesture that gave me pure bliss. I bloomed like a flower under the bright sun…I glowed like the pure shine of the stars.. The desires of my heart that were once just a dream hidden..came forth and celebrated being brought to life..Yes that was the purest unrefined sense of true love i felt for the first time.
Unrefined Poetry 